i think i need a balance in life. rahhh! the heavy workload kills me completely. my notes are starting to pile up and up and for goodness, its only the starting of the term. hell. i wonder if i can take it. i feel so stressed up and i feel like screaming! ahhhh! someone saves me please.

PE was hell. we had a mock NAPFA test. fortunately, we had a change of our PE teacher. yeah. should be a blessing i suppose. we supposed to have the so called 'HOT PANTS' teacher. luckily it wasnt him. else i think ill be a corpse by now. urgh.

had a birthday celebration after school. yupyup. celebrating all the april babies. we had a sweet lovely star cake. its so gorgeous alright. thanks o5s11! thanks a lot ((: hmms. stayed in school till 5. i did nothing productive. i did study but its like i spent my 1-2 hours on 4 pages. its like DUH! what am i doing (?!) wanna DE-STRESS! YEAH! so played on the piano. dang dang dang! =/

alrights. im crapping again. just feel that im on the verge of dying. clinging on still.. but wonder if im able to survive for the next few weeks.